Trust is difficult. Especially trusting myself to know when I am ready to move on and emotionally sober enough to do so.
These are big questions and Zoso- That's great that you knew what that meant for you and could verbalize it. It helps to hear that we all share a common denominator. It helps to get honest with oneself.
At the moment, I can say that what is missing is clarity about who I am and what I want. And what I want is to be who I truly am without fear.