Daydreamer . . .great that you realized you have a problem! I too drank heavily in my college years. After that i became a weekend drinker sometimes heavily more often just a bottle of wine over 3 days. The problem is i I HAD to have that bottle every weekend. A couple of years ago i abstained for a year from alcohol. Thought i was ok and went back to it . . .gradually fell back into the same patterns. I am now 41. Being drunk isnt funny anymore its disgusting. Throwing up isnt ok anymore especially with two kids. Dont be that petson. Take care of it now.