Originally Posted by
LadyWyldOne 
So here we go again let's see how this goes.
Sadly, Lady, I think most of us here can tell you pretty much how it's going to go.
And I suspect that you know, too.
I'd strongly suggest you take your own advice and work on you. You admit you have issues, and the only one who's going to solve those problems is you. Not the man of the hour. And certainly not an alcoholic/drug user who has an addiction to tend to.
Your first obligation is to YOU.