Thread: What's Missing?
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Old 12-02-2013, 12:52 PM
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Originally Posted by blackandblue View Post
Wow, that is the question hurled at me by my therapist. My response was, oh #%!

That question knocked the wind out of me. I miss someone I never had. I long for someone unavailable. I want what I cannot have. Needs schmeeds!

I'm sitting with that question and it is giving me indigestion. That question has sent me into a spiraling fatigue.

First question was- so what is missing?

Second question was- what do you want?

Answer to both questions was- I don't know yet.
What's missing? An ability to trust in a romantic relationship.

What do I want? For that trust, in due course, to return. Doesn't have to be today, tomorow or next year. There's still things on my radar that I want to accomplish while unattached. But someday...
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