loosing one self
Do you know what is really hard for me...............loosing people out of my life............I have been on this site now for nine months....................I consider the people on here that I have met to be my closest friends.......(I am sorry if that sounds pathetic or sad).........but I live to far from my family and all the friends that I have had here..........I have ran off......
I wish I could meet some of you in person and go to lunch, to the movies........I come to this site and I have laughed and I have cried, I have been angry and happy and sad............I have learned so much about me..........and that has been a great gift..............
I think I understand why I need to go to more f2f meetings.............I still havent gotten a phone number.........I havent made any friends there..............why do I desire friendship so badly..............is it because I need them to make me feel whole.........
I need some friends in my life................I want a healthy friendship