Hi, Jeni. So glad to see you!
Thank you for your words of support)
I think it's very important you found this point of inner balance, and stopped worrying. I know, I've started employing a lot of boxing vocabulary now) But essential thing for a good fighter is to keep balance - good balance give you freedom to move at your own pace, plan your actions and perform greatly. Inner peace is that balance which originates other progress and improvement in the areas we want to make better. So, I think when the time is right, you'll start eating "brilliantly"whatever it means)
And, please, keep posting anyway - even if just a couple of lines, and not about food...
Food was just the tip of the big iceberg for this thread which developed into a long self-discovering journey for us.
And, after all - there's always food for thought, right?
Hugs to you)
Enjoy your weekend.