Hey Pedro your message brought a tear to my eye! I'm so proud of you. The recovery journey has no right way just a right destination. This momentary stumble just might have been what you needed to get the answers you were seeking. It takes a tremendous amount if strength to push past the easy way out, and you've got that. Always here for my first SR buddy you can message me anytime you need a pick me up or an ear to vent to.
I can't wait to watch you thrive!!! You now bring to the table even more understanding of your self and what drives you to do things. Head up chest out just keep on running you'll get there I promise. Hugs