Originally Posted by
delusional 
I miss him like crazy and I keep telling myself this is it!!! I have to let go before he destroys me.
I am already mentally and physically exhausted of taking care of him. How do I let go????
You let go by believing your own words. You are mentally and physically exhausted and it is likely going to get worse. He will destroy you and the longer you wait the harder it gets.
I have left him 3 times and each time it was harder.
But this time I made a promise to myself. Enough!!!
If you haven't been to alanon, please go. Find yourself a therapist if you can, they can help you to understand why you keep letting him come back and be strong engough to say no more.
You are worth more than what he is offering you.