Come fly out to the east coast and you've got an open welcome to be w me anytime! God I feel we are long lost sisters w the same toxic FOO.
I try hard to live one day at a time but the weeks leading up to knowing I will have to spend at least some of each holiday w out my kids makes me want to hide under my covers and cry.
I'm so sorry you're in the same boat
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The hardest part of not being an intact family is having to split time w the kids. They too can't love it and it just sucks.
My heart goes out to you so very much.