Overit,
I totally believe you. But... I also know that I HATE being alone... it's sad really, the affection he has starved me of. I realize that after all this time. No sex. No attention at all. No TRUE conversation. I find myself finding any man who touches me ... well frankly good. just the other night a guy i worked with, who I am not attracted to, I am not really attracted to any one. Anyway, he touched the side of my hip and it literally sent chills down my side. No attraction. Just the touch in general. He had starved me so much that it is scary. I use to text him naked pics of me just to try to get him home... AND HE STILL WOULD NOT COME HOME!!! DAMN that meth!!! it is worse than a mistress..... I never wanted this. I never wanted to be without a husband... but now I am... and have to learn to accept it.....it makes me think y me... I was a good wife... for the most... I had my faults.... of course... but now I am the one suffering... Not him....