It is what it is...for now.
I have always admired your strength and for getting the heck out, knowing things were dangerous for you and your kids
While his future may seem bleak, yours certainly does not. You are now free of living with the insanity of an active addict. You have a chance to heal, get healthy and have a wonderful, happy future with healthy people. There are many blessings in your life right now although sometimes we all need to get out of our ways to see them.