Hi MB. Reckon you've just got the beast rattled....it is obvious to me and anyone else following your progress just how far you've come in the past few months.
It is feeling unsettled and threatened...not liking the strong new you. So you trip a bit? So what. Big Plan is still in place...you are facing the most incredibly tough counselling process, you are writing, you are facing stuff with your brother....
I say stand tall, tap into that strength you've got deep inside you, hold your head up and carry on.
You are doing more than great...
Jen xxx