Originally Posted by
Anna 
I was exhausted when I tried to control my drinking. I thought about it constantly. It was a relief to stop.
This quote describes my attempt to "moderate" my drinking perfectly. Every morning I would wake up and the first thing I would think is - will I drink tonight? i would start thinking about drinking at 3pm every day - so I started putting rules on it: only when I as with my friends, only on this night and that night. In the end, I realized it was hopeless and a useless waste of energy and started the effort to stop completely.
Zoomi - If you want to drink only on weekends, you are clearly free to do so, but this forum is filled with people who have been in the vicious cycle of drinking and then trying not to drink. Not sure you will find too many people who gives you the thumbs up, and if you found this site, perhaps you are also thinking you have a problem with drinking too.