Yes. Every holiday is a worry for me now. My son is sober, but every time a holiday or special occasion rolls around I tend to worry about whether he'll stay that way. He's away at college and the thought always comes into my head that he may be at a party drinking. Football season is bad too because I worry that he'll be tailgating. I can't decided whether to serve wine to my guests at Christmas, and I'm not much of a drinker, but I'd like to have a glass of champagne on New Year's Eve but don't serve it because of his alcoholism. If he was further along in his recovery I might feel better about serving drinks, but since it's only been a year I just can't bring myself to do it. Frustrating.