Thanks everybody. Your suggestions are very helpful. I just don't know how to go about this. I want to go to a meeting, but I first off don't want to go by myself, and I also don't want to accidentally run into her at a meeting because she's still avoiding me. I feel so stupid because I drank because I was upset about a variety of things. There's so much more to this situation than I can include, but I've been trying to give her space, but I don't know what's crossing the line. I don't know the rules of her recovery house, and I just want to make sure she has money, food and cigarettes, but I can't find out because I'm trying to give her space, and I know she's mad at me, and when things aren't going my way, that's when I want to drink more than ever. I won't do it again. Saturday night was one of the biggest mistakes I've made in a while, and I've learned a lot through all of this. Any more suggestions would be great. Thanks a lot.