Sorry you haven't heard from your stepson.
I'm doing ok today. Daughter visited for a few hours yesterday on a day pass. She spent most of her time playing with her dog, which was nice since the dog misses her terribly. Poor thing (the dog, not daughter) for the 1st week we had her (while daughter at inpatient), she just sat at the window crying. Every car that drove by her tail would start wagging and then when it passed the house she'd just start crying again.
Even the dogs suffer when an addict relapses.