Originally Posted by
Hawkeye13 
Maybe you are just really really tired after all you have been through. I know I am. The emotional flatness is also something I notice more sober. I was really glad to see your posts. It is so hard to do this alone. Sometimes I think I drank for the last 10 years just to feel anything. Sometimes I drank to not feel when I was much younger. It isn't easy to find a happy medium, but at least we are in the game and trying.
Have to agree with this - I'm totally exhausted - I'm guessing it's mentally tired though as opposed to physically as I'm really doing nothing strenuous. Just give yourselves time. I need to get a job but I'm giving myself till after Christmas to adjust. To make sure my mind and body is healthy enough to cope. I can't stress enough about going easy on yourself - it's so important.