Originally Posted by
amberrosejanusz 
yeah rehab sucks so much. it seems like it was ages ago and it's only been a month and a half.. i'm glad for you how long has he been gone? and what is his problem? well, let me just tell you, please be prepared to not expect much out of him right away. it's not fun, it's so rough.. but eventually each passing day will get better. i wish i could see the future for myself but i'm stuck where i am. I'm trying to focus on myself for a while (school, friends blah blah blah) i can't make my boyfriend my center anymore.. which sucks but i will learn to live with it. i have been having a good day thank god! i hope you will too.
He relapsed on IV cocaine and heroin, Valium. He has been in rehab almost 3 months now. I didnt know him when he used before, it had been years ago. Not sure what to expect when he comes home. A while ago the light seemed to return to his eyes, and he came back. Thanks for the warning, sounds like you are making your way through. Any regrets?