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I attend Alanon. Also SR has become an integral part of my recovery.
You will start getting quite a few responses to your OP.
Please read the stickies for the friends and families forums.
Keep reading posts and start other threads if needed.
Just know....many of us have worked through situations like yours with satisfactory results....along with spiritual and mental growth....a few extra pounds too!
My concern is for you and your children....your health and well-being must come first.
In Alanon we have the 3 c's....please do a google on both...
We did not cause the alcoholism/addiction
We can not cure it
nor can we control it.