If anyone has followed my posts, I was very worried about my daughter. She called at 3am last night wanting me to pick her up again (4 hrs away) last time she bought a liter, waited until I was passed out and left (June 2013) she was recovering from drug withdraw and was so unbearable I just started drinking with her, no excuse, just being honest. So, rewind 20 years, making 80-100k year, then her father in 05 was killed...I lost it, a bottle used to sit in my house for weeks, I just didn't like the taste and rarely even finished a drink at the bar....from that day she lost both her parents as I did not want to get up at 6am anymore, I wanted an out....found Vic's Perc's, coke, x, whatever and all of that with drinking...then decided to start an escort service...I was smart with my HR background/documentation so was never arrested but so much money was coming in everyday and I was NEVER sober so thought she didn't know....so called at 7 am this am to let her know I wanted to leave early to come and get her as I have class/homework...she was up and alert at 7 am, I knew something was going on...she went on to say..Mom..lets just get this money like you did, she went on to tell me she is posting ads and when they give her the money she has a guy that comes in and robs them...she is going down a deadly path, one that made me loose everything, she went on to say she needs me to move there to be close to her, I can't be in that city...I am in school, working, etc. and she told me I am all she has and I should make the sacrifice to be there for her...I told her I would come get her, no drugs/drinking, would get her a job/buy her clothes and food but she wants that fast money I SHOWED HER AND I DID she is only 20 years old...I lost it earlier and bought a bottle, I am lost, confused and
most of all feeling guilt as a mother that exposed her to this life...sorry for long post, just want any advice available...Thank You.