Everybody has bad days and we think alcohol will make it all better and will just take the edge off. But you prob know where that leads. Think it through to next day . How would you feel back at day one. All the hard work thrown away . Your AV is trying to play you. Your AV is beginning to get weak and is getting desperate. Your sobriety is beginning to win the war. Don't let your AV beat you. A drink is NOT an option.