I love your username, RN. Of all the times to choose to quit drinking, this one right here is better than all the others. Do you have any alcohol at hand? It helped me to cement the reality in my mind to dump it. Have you told a doctor about what you are doing? There is something cathartic about that step, it seems to make it even more real.
I know there is a whole pantload of support for you. I plan to be around quite a bit for the remainder of the week, so please post often.
I believe you can do this, and that you deserve to succeed. Best to you, RecoveryNow, and Onward!