Originally Posted by
ready01 
That dog was the only thing that kept me alive durning my 1st recovery. Im aware im a douchtard.
I get it. So, you've gone through recovery before. You know you can do it. The first thing you should do is get a different pain med for your dog..one that won't do anything for you. Toss the last of his pain meds.
Any veterinarians out there who know of one?
We put my 17 year old dog on glucosamine chondroiton and he turned into a young dog again. Takes it every day like vitamins. Then get your plan of recovery together. Like I said before, you did it before, you can do it again. Relapse happens all the time, you are certainly not alone. If you like working and voluntering with animals, go do a bunch of it. You know the drill.