Sierra (( )) welcome back. I can relate so much to what's happened. I admire you for coming back and starting again, I really do, if only I'd have had the fortitude to come back sooner after I relapsed I might not have gotten myself In the mess I was in.
I'm sorry about what happened with your husband and I hope things can be worked out. Understandably he is very angry and feels let down right now, but the fact that he went looking for you and took you home shows that he does care about you.
I found out the hard way and learnt from experience that actions speak louder than words.I've had to work very hard at building up the trust again, still working at it to be honest. All the sorries in the world mean nothing, sorry is just a word to my O.H, he heard one too many so now I'm showing him. My heart goes out to you and I wish you all the love in the world. Never give up.xxx