Originally Posted by
dandylion 
Smtowngirl---I can just feel your anger and resentment coming through your written words! I know that I am many others can relate to how you are feeling, right now. This amount of resentment translates to incredible stress and is soo emotionally draining.
I am a little bitter...maybe a lot at this point, and it is very draining, I never use to be this way, I was always so full of energy and life and alway ready to tackle the next project. Now I would rather sit watch the world go by. I know better, I feel like I should be participating, and I am on meds for depression and pretty even in that regards but I can so see how his disease is rubbing of on me, I never thought of it that way, Awareness is often the first step.