Decided it was something I should have done years ago, and it made me sick I didn't. After trying ( knowing I would drink again and it was just a break) I decided this time was going to be for good. It has only been 5 days, but this time is totally different. I love the way I feel all day long and night time too. I never want to be drunk or even a little buzzed ever again in my life. Normal, guiltless, and peace feels so much more better. I think deciding to feel good all the time instead of wasted for a few hours is much more rewarding. Good Luck! Don't wait until 10,20,30 years go by and be where you are today. Now that's depressing.