Starting again
hey all.
it's been a rough couple of weeks. long story short, 'moderation' turned into a self-fulfilling prophecy. i drank around my daughter and she has gone to live with her dad. i attempted suicide and spent a week on the psych ward. my heart is broken.
i'm home and i'm sober. i'm going to an AA meeting tonight and i'm terrified. but this time really is it. if i can't turn it around there really is nothing left for me.
thanks so much to everyone who has supported me here. i owe you all a massive debt of gratitude.
i'm sober for good this time.