WhitePawn, it sounds as though you have almost reached the 8th rank, and you are about to become a queen. Since you are becoming familiar with AVRT, you understand that when this happens is all up to you. You will of course be tested, but the tests are only as difficult as you decide they are going to be. Maybe some reading on our
Secular Connections forum will help.
You have everything you need inside you already to quit drinking for good. Accept that you no longer drink, no matter what. Be mindful and recognize your drinking urges for what they are, separate them from your rational thoughts, and set your confidence level to 11. You can do this, WhitePawn.
But you know that already! Onward!