Hi, Cleo)
So glad to see you posting again, and that you haven't been drinking!
Don't you ask me for a kick - I have a pretty good punch now))
You may have all the inspiration I can offer. And I second Dee - look inside for a kick. once you find your "kicking engine" there - you'll discover the most powerful and unstoppable source of inspiration. Give yourself just a piece of love you deserve - and you'll find that it opens up doors to a sunny and warm place)
And I just love what Freshstart said - going to use it myself.
Hugs to you.
Take care and keep your chin up!