hey phoenix,
well done on those 62 days wow!!!!
I suppose now is the time we start to *feel * and *heal* maybe you could talk to someone you trust, the past has gone, but it still leaves its scars & marks, they do need looking at, sometimes talking about, and then most of the time leaving where they are, you've achieved something really good in your life, your sobriety. Be proud of yourself, I would be x