Wishful, I hope it ain't wishful thinking. Many of us have been down that road and slid back into excessive and abusive drinking and wondered with bewilderment "what the hell happened". Same for me mate, same story, rock bottom ending. Had the same ideas when my wife got pregnant and was back closet drinking before my first was born.
If you are normal and a moderate social drinker that's great. Many of us would love to be able to do that but have tried ad finitum and failed.