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Old 09-22-2013, 09:58 AM
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stuckinfear
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Join Date: Aug 2013
Location: Baton Rouge, LA
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Thanks everyone. I know in my gut what the real answers are. But you know how they are, try to suck you into thinking it isn't that bad. I guess I always want him to REALLY get drunk so I feel justified in finally leaving. I go to regular therapy, and my therapist always gets me back to reality. So i know the answer before asking, just helps to have others reassure me that I'm not overreacting. He has always been very high functioning, so that is what makes it harder for me. But one of the big problems i had before was obsession with playing detective and looking for bottles, reading text messages, etc. And I am back in that mode, which makes me know the madness has started again. Its just worrying about the unknown again, which is really worse than his actual drinking.
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