Congrats, keep up the fight. In the long run it is totally worth it. What helped me through those first few weeks was remembering how I felt and that if i picked up again I would have to just endure it all over again. Im 91 days clean today and I can say that I am feeling so much better. I have more control over my life and my thoughts. I no longer have an IQ of a frying pan that I had when I was using. Just remember everyday that passes you gain a small amount back of who you used to be. Keep on truckin!