Fini - no overstepping at all. In fact I appreciate that you have called me out on the feelings I have described because I have accepted them as my reality, and have so far considered them to be a fair description. Despite how I may come across I am happy to be sober and in the short time I've been so am resolutely positive about not being drunk/hungover, and therefore being more present and fun for my children, and more able to approach a new job next week with optimism.
However. It's becoming clearer to me that I've a few more things to fix and/or change, but I'm going to stick with one thing at a time. x