5 slips (i assume days) means also 9 green days sober on the calender ? Just sayin'
Hey 13 i'm sorry to hear it , you have sounded pritty angsty these last few days , learning how to deal with life on lifes terms and stay sober is hard and painful . I hope you chuck the drink away and go to bed . Make sure you have some water to be kind to your kidneys .
Tomorow is a new day we all get to try and deal with life again .
Be safe , m