Trying the secular route
I'm in the process of finding a secular based recovery program. I am a Christian, but any organization such as your 12 step meetings that have religious ties and talk about God make me very uncomfortable due to my past of being involved in fringe religious based organizations. It's a huge trigger for my anxiety and sometimes even thinking about going to church sends me into a tail spin and will turn me into a wreck. Is anyone else like this where you have your personal religious beliefs but don't want to be treated in a religious environment?