Thanks guys. Don't know why today of all days. The past 10 days, if I got a craving, I would work to identify my feelings. What was going on really? That helped. I could see where when certain issues came up, I would normally immediately turn to drink. This one's different. Nothing is special about today or right now. A little of the normal evening stress of: make dinner, serve dinner, clean up dinner, take shower, set out everything for work tomorrow, etc. (ok so yes that's super stressful) but still, I've had 9 nights of that without feeling this unexplainable, just...craving.
Hmm?? Maybe once it passes, I'll have some 20/20 hindsight. Thanks for your support everyone. It's saving me right now!
Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out...