Me too! I remember you Toomutch.
I did a similar thing - had 3 yrs. sober & picked back up again when I met someone new (who didn't know I had been through hell with alcohol). I tried desperately to be a social drinker, but I crashed & burned very quickly and had a hell of a time getting back off it. I'm so glad you came back to tell your story - and to regain your sobriety. No doubt you can do it TM! We are here to help.