Hey guys, still doing ok.
I got some info from the pain clinic. They listeneed to my concerns again and they're looking into my idea of something which will give me a couple of hours break when I need it. The lady on the phone mentioned some kind of wafer morphine which I don't really understand but I'll talk to them about it in the next few weeks. Hopefully this won't leave me zombified like some of the other stuff they gave me.
If if leaves me a little off for an hour well I can cope with this, I just didn't like the constant feeling of being absent I had before. I would rather be in pain than that nonsense.