Baleine, I'm the opposite the thought of never drinking again is more than I can take. I'm on day 2 again. Just passed 36 hours. Tired of blacking out every single night, waking up bruised with black eyes because I ran into furniture drunk. It's an emotional roller coaster, feel strong, feel depressed, feel strong, feel like crying. Trying to hang on until it smooths out. This is a great place to be. SR is my support and I love them. Hang onto SR. They want to help. I want to help. Loves.