India,
Surviving Incest is a very tough burden to deal with alone.
I am not sure if you have sought help or not but I can tell you that
For me it was a large trigger of depression and use of drugs and alchohol.
Here are a few resources of various Incest and sexual abuse recovery groups in Los Angeles. There are actually a few with meetings
Today.
Sexual Abuse / Incest / Rape Los Angeles County, California
All the best to you.