Hi Caravagio
I don't think it was the vodka that took you down - it was the beers before hand.
That was when you set this morning up.
You can't half dance with the devil...I know, I tried.
I needed to accept I was an alcoholic and that if I wanted to be the man I wanted to be and have the life I wanted to have, I had to stop drinking alcohol.
As long as I stay firm on that - all that other stuff - mid brain, high brain, no brain - simply doesn't matter
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