Aw thank you
I just read your thread, I replied as it had real resonance. You are going through so much and thinking of you.
I am okay, and going to an ACOA group on Sunday (I don't understand why there is one English speaking group in the whole of London, I think we're in denial). I am very glad of this forum as it's nice to share stuff and not feel as if you're speaking a foreign language. People get it.