Nice to know you are still "loved," huh?
ahhhh.
So out Crazy Land and into Z-Man Land . . .
outta school now? Thinking some PhD? PE? R&D? Fun Stuff? High Dollah Stuff?
And all sorts of other helping things -- 12th step work? Turns out for me that is just from showing up to work -- lotta folks out there need help and have no idea where to go. When folks ask about your life -- I tell them just a little of mine, and I see their eyes get teary and say "me, too." I just show them where the Alanon and all the rest is, and they go looking over their shoulder like they met an angel or something.
Big Brothers, IEEE/Mentoring, Even (very fun) Lego (etc) Robotics at the local school -- all want and need you (and me).
You are just having some residual CBS (crazy bytch syndrome). It will pass -- if you let it. Otherwise she will be back bedding you, as a run-a-round on her new hubby.
LET IT PASS. Go do good for you and others.