Sorry I missed this post, it's great!
Annie, your writing is heartfelt and beautiful. You have many challenges to deal with and they have made you into the most wonderful woman. I'm still laughing about the story of the dogs crossing the road!
The abuse you suffered is so awful, it makes me feel so sad for you. I think the abuse I suffered as a child taught me to always say/do what is wanted of you. I learned to be whatever a person wanted me to be. I had absolutely no idea who I was, nothing at all. I faked my way through my life until my mid-forties when it all came tumbling down and I thought alcohol would save me. The thing is that having gone through abuse and addictions and survived, we are free to be ourselves. You celebrate your differences and uniqueness and I try to do the same!
I know how absolutely lucky I am to have you as a friend!
PS I'd love it if you shared more of your writing with us.
Love, Anna