Ty peeps....ive had a bit of an ephiphany...and...well...im boring..cos im bored....im bored .cos im boring!!! ...yep...i need to get orf my arse ....i need to help others .... i need to be needed....i guess....ive always been a humanitarian...i need to help...and all the peeps directly in my life..dont need me as much now...its kinda hard to accept..but its reality..so.my plan is...tomoz..im gonna look into volunteering in my area...im an ex nurse..so i have various skills too...but my fav is ..chattin and bein wiv the elderly..i miss my patients...i used to stay afta shift when some didnt have any visitors ...just to chat ..i even took up my girls to visit em on my days off...it used to make their day....but i do enjoy history ...and to hear it first hand..well...thats the best....so im gonna enrol onto a local " buddy an old biddy" scheme...think itll bring me outta my shell?? Xx im seriously thankful for the replies...im not an ego git...just well lonely...xxx hugs xx cleo xxxxx