There is some really good stuff here. I'm able to identify with much of it. Not sure how to feel about that. I like the picture stuff. My life is like one of those Polaroid Pictures. Different parts will clear before others. I must learn in many cases not to touch trying to rush it. The picture must develop on it's own. I sometimes, compare it to my refection in the mirror. I can watch it develop into a beautiful picture in recovery or a terrible picture drinking. Depends many times on the set of eyes I view with. No, I didn't mean I have more than one set, I mean that my brain is processing the same image my eyes are seeing. My brain likes what my eyes are seeing. A sober Don, with hope and dreams. Don W