Thank you for all your replies to me.
My mind feels like its racing a million times a minute.
You are all so so kind.
Last night I contemplated not being here. I can't tell you how much it means to wake up and see all your messages. I don't feel as lost.
I am still scared, anxious and tired at what lies ahead.
You have all looked after me.
That's what I only have wanted.
Xxxx