Hi, Cleo)
First - you boring? Please!
I can't tell for everyone, but I am questioning myself the same question from time to time - do I seek attention?
I think it's somewhere in our genes to seek attention, understanding, compassion, heck, even praise) And I believe it's great that you give yourself a pain to ask yourself about this. And what is more - you are brave enough to write a post about it!
You are surely a nice and absolutely awesome gal. And I, personally, love you see you posting or messaging regardless of what are your "deep" reasons behind it)
Please, don't cry)))
I am kind of addicted to SR and I think it's much better than to be addicted to wine)
Big hugs to you!
Keep you chin up and post as much as you want to))))
P.S. I am packing my stuff to be your personal trainer))))