Hey guys, don't worry still sober and on the good path. I didn't post as I needed to sort a few issues out and it kind of slipped my mind. Thanks to everyone for the kind comments and encouragement. My pain meds are helping once more, I cannot even begin to put the pain into words without the meds so I won't bother trying.
The forum really does help. I think without it I would not have even had 3 months sober. So glad I found this place.